I think I'm a little depressed. Not clinically cause I know what that is like but feeling low self esteem lateley especially about my weight (need to lose 20ilbs). Also dead end job but pays well ... I am so grateful for what I have YET I get sucked into thinking about my downfalls..I work with very accomplished, very wealthy ppl and when I compare I feel pretty awful.. turning 40 in a yr. maybe mid life crisis

28. I don't know whether or not to tell you it's wrong to feel bad about it, just that I do. I too am healthy, have a good relationship, have been lucky in many ways. But I still feel depressed about it. You can't help the way you feel. I have been, as poster below suggested, trying to spend a little more money and time on myself. Went shopping for the first time in ages. Great to get some new clothes, as I was feeling so dumpy. Treat yourself to something - it does help.